what is my cheese?

April 23rd, 2008 by eeling10us

what is my cheese?

Be a mouse,because mouse knows what is happiness,peace in a simple way.Either you get one,u lose another,or u get another,lose the one you are having.

It’s true,in my life, i win something,at the same time,i lose something…As long as i am happy with my very own cheese,no one can takes it away from me.

I will identify my very own cheese along the way…Thank you,another good day ahead!

i have my lucky star with me

April 21st, 2008 by eeling10us

Unforgettable!!!!!!!!

I just hadmy very best 23rd birthday…I have learned so much in the TM convention

Tough times never last,but tough people do!
I can’t forget the 2 years i woke up,looked around,crying when i was teaching…feel so empty that my life is going to be like that until i am a very old maid,while you can see the guy has moved on !!!….I cried when she said that,it true,how many girls in this world are suffering heart broken….Million?billion?i guess more than that…what we can do is….to be tough!We are not borned to be winner,we are borned to be fighter.

My lucky star with me!!!
17th my mum came 18th more than 500 people celebrated with me 19th i was appointed as area governor,a series of dreams ….i appreciate it,from the bottom of my heart…the time spent,the watch,the cake,the photos,the special drawing,the shirt,the flowers,i am truly truly lucky……

Life is like a graph of economic
I appreciate it so much….I guess i am standing on the peak of my life graph now,i appreciate all of you even give me the chance to stand on the top….I appreciate the happy moment,at the same time,when one day i will have my tough time,i will accept it…May be i had been to hell,that’s why i am at heaven…haha,lucky star please don’t take it from me too soon…

What can i do?
*To do very very BEST in whatever i can…i will sacrifice…i have prepared to sacrifice…because i am too lucky,i am way too lucky…Thank you folks…….for letting these happen…..*^_^*

By lucky ee ling

18 April 2008

April 17th, 2008 by eeling10us

Haha…today is my happy day…ee..i am so happy to have my mum beside me..

To my family, dad and mum,ah ling knows how to take care of herself…big gal already…I wish all of you have a happy and peaceful life..with lots of laughter.

To my friends,all of u are GREAT!I appreciate the call u made,the text u sent,the present u gave,the comments u sent…To me,it worths a million..Really appreciate it…Always in my heart.

My birthday wish is to wish those who are reading this now,the people that i have mentioned…always happy and successful..

Last but not least,for myself..I just want to treasure every moment,everyone that comes across my life,everything that i am having,appreciate it…Enjoy it…Feel it…So, my birthday wish-Do not take things for granted..*_^ cheers,and stay happy and perhaps successful*^_^*

Cheers,

ee ling

ss14 April 2008

April 13th, 2008 by eeling10us

Hi,today i have feel things to do..So,need to wake up quite early.

Exam is coming up..I am a bit tensed.However, i have promised to myself,i won’t let the exam rules me,i will take care of it.

Recently,i have heard so much of comments on what to do after getting my degree.I can’t imagine…i have to start working in few months time,this time,not training,is going to real work force.

This few days,i kept asking myself,a few big Q..What i want in my life,what kind of life i want,family, friends,even life partner…

HAhaha…i am thinking too much…perhaps the effect of philosophy of law-jurisprudence.

I know this is a transitional stage that i feel uncomfortable.I need to focus on exam,but at the same times,i have few other commitment.Some told me,why are you so busy with Toastmasters?

I have asked myself quite often..The answer is pure interest to it.However,after sometimes,i feel no longer so "pure".I treasure the process of me growing up, at the same time,i am quite tiring .I know,by joining this organisation,i learned a society..the way they behave in a smaller picture,i am going to do well,and learn,and be tough.

I have no choice,but to be tough enough.This is my choice,i have to bear the responsibility.Mum,dad,brother,friends,i do love all of you.Thank you for your presence that make my life is meaningful.

Thanks for being my support whenever i am up or down.If some say,love is not to possess the thing u love,no…i possess always ..because i love all of you..that is enough ..enough!

1 of March 2008

March 1st, 2008 by eeling10us

Today is a meaningful day…Justnow went for belly dancing and swimming…Then i went to have my "nasi goreng kampung"

Really too enjoyable these days…I always ask myself what i want somemore?i feel my life now is so enjoyable.I think i used to think that i want go somewhere to start up my new life..

But,i suddenly realise that if you appreciate everything crosses us,it can be so fanstatic…When i am swimming,i feel the water.When i am eating,i feel the food,when i am taking rest,i feel my heartbeat.

Opps…Something is wrong..Haha,i am over peaceful.i just think in everything i am doing,i use my heart to do it.I feel it..Haha…*_^

God creates us to have 5 senses,I think the 6th sense comes from constant feeling to ourselves..Love myself,then only i have the energy to love others…Muaks *_^

16 february 2008

February 15th, 2008 by eeling10us

15 May 2008 will be my exam..so..i still have another 88 days.

I really don’t know why this year i can’t really study properly.Time to wake up…time to wake up..may be too enjoyable!keke@_@

Still remember i watched "the prestige" in this new year holiday,haha,kind the outdated…but i like this movie very much.

The message is that in life,when we are chasing for something,we may neglect something even more important,for example,your love one.

So,i told myself,i must always remember my priorities and always positive in whatever i am doing.

In this Chinese New Year holiday,i have a full 1 week break,i got to see my old friends,and i realise we change a lot.In terms of thinking,outlook,the prospects…

Nevertheless,i appreciate every bits of time i spent for all these old friends..They let me know that …i become "older"…haha,Great@!!

i always feel "old" and i like the fact that i think like that…Old=wise? uh….perhaps mature..haha

for now,i just want to concentrate on whatever i suppose to do

1)family and friends(love one)

2)my studies,career

although i might not be as competent as others,may be not so soon to have my ideal future,i expect i will have…definitely,haha,day dreaming ee ling *_^ sure !!!

Along the way,i hope i do improve…lolzzzz

To the important people in my life,i really hope all of you have the best,and you have,you are,you will be….The Best!

Yesterday +Today +Tommorow= 3 Ex’s

Experience,experiment,expectation…

Yes,is expectation,no one can grab your goodness….you expect your future…haha…not a motivational speech…but a few lines of sincere thought at 4:22 am…now you know….keke

by the most lucky person:Lucky ee ling…^_^

13 November 2007

November 12th, 2007 by eeling10us

7am..Another happy day…

Someone was telling "Life is best when you stop wanting a better one"

I would say it’s true because many of us always want a better life,especially when we are young( haha,talking like an "auntie"…in fact,quite old in my heart)

I would say we can improve..Why not we treat it as the bonus instead of always complaining for lacking of something..haha,be honest, i do complain sometimes why i am not so smart…That’s why i am writing it out to remind myself

I was busy with my humorous speech division contest…It was over,well,i lose the chance to Medan…but 1st runner up to me,it worths like the champion…(although still i can’t get to go Medan :p)

I was touch when i saw almost the whole team of IPG1 was there to support me…I feel so thankful to have all of you there..It means a lot to me…Thank you,IPG 1 TMC.

An ordinary girl like me…with lots of failures…I am glad with my little achievements…Though it seems small,to me,each trophy will remind me ..To work harder…Thanks

Since i was busy 7/24 for the speech contest, I neglected my studies a bit…Feel so bad…This degree..the degree that used to make  me mad…I would love to appreciate it because the degree is the one that teaches me..APPRECIATE…definitely not the syllabus,haha…but the process when i pursue the degree..

It’s not the end…but a fresh beginning..the brand new and improve version..ee ling in the house :p

22nd Sept 2007

September 21st, 2007 by eeling10us

Today,I am going to have my area contest for humourous speech,it’s part of my learning process.Just want to say a sincere thanks to all of you who supports me all the way.

I am so lucky again,indeed,I am very lucky,because i always have beautiful things happen in my life,I always feel like i am blessed.

Every morning,i wake up with a sweet sweet smile…No more cloudy days…Although my day may be hectic,but it definitely is a good day…This is because I have all my friends with the greatest support and love…

Still remember i practise my speech in front of my mum,I can see that she is proud of me,today,I am already a winner because i am doing the right thing.I will continue my effort ,hoping to see my mum’s happy face again,it’s unbeatable…so cute in her 52..keke

I am the lucky one

August 6th, 2007 by eeling10us

Recently i am working at Shell.It is a very fun experience,plus can learn a lot of things,just drop by to say thanks to Su-yi,Ragavan,my both buddies at my work place.

Every evening,remember the mark on my face when we went swimming,the cartoon sound of mine,the super small swimming suit of u,the super large goggles of u…The very lame jokes that i shared with u and Ragavan…one day, i may sit down and think back…Thanks,my buddy!!

Su-yi, you always wonder why i never get angry?U and Ragavan always like to ask me ”Ee Ling,have u ever angry and shout before?”I just want to say that i feel like the elder I am, I learn the better…No point to be angry when i am already so lucky!I am one of the luckiest girl in thw world!

Everywhere i go, i am blessed with good people.They take care of me,bring me up, teach me the very good lesson,thanks, I love all of u!

Haha,now u understand why i can laugh in the long hours jam,because I have all of you…My frens in Penang, i have never forgotten all of you…May all of you as lucky as I am,have a nice day!

my 1st blog

July 19th, 2007 by eeling10us

Many ppl say that blogging make them feel good…and i only realise now

just like blogging,i realise it after everyone tries it

In my life,things happened sometimes it’s my own decision ,but most of the time it’s my silly habit that ”let it be” and the next moment ,i wil realise ”oh my god” …it’s too late

I like to ask myself,what i wan the most in my life( since everyone knows that life is short),and i wan to do it b4 i realise that it’s too late…

I heard of a saying ”A gal’s life,is determined when she’s in her 20’s”

That is why ,early in the morning,thank god,rainy day,in my cozy corner,i m writing all these… *^_^*

A fren of mine told me…U can’t find urself no matter how old u are,what u can ask urself is just that what u cannot compromize and avoid it…

Thank u! It’s true after i hv a thought abt it

I sort out 3 things i can’t compromize to be without them

3.self goal and fullfilment

2.frens that are so sincere to touch my heart

1.my family

Meaning of family…To me,my home…I always want to hv a simple but a nice home…to spend the rest of my life w,b4 i being brought back to the real ”home”…haha

To my existing family ,they r the best ppl to me,i m writing these out ,to remind myself,be the best daughter ,and i promise myself that i wil try my best

Though i m going to start working(temporary),i wil always try my best to accompany all of u…

To my frens and family…a sincere ”thanks”, i like this word…bcoz it’s simple but meaningful…Cheer for all of u..*^_^*

Regards,

eeling